I have a hard time thinking of my strengths.
I have a hard time thinking of my strengths. Mrs. Ilze says it's because there is a negative vibe in my life that's pushing me down constantly. It is me.
Yesterday was one of those few days in my life where I can say I have one. We went to Nicolle's for a Biology presentation but mostly we ate, sang and laughed, loudly too. Then I went to April's, who took me to run errands with her mom, and Fernando was there. Finally we went to Mrs. Ilze's get-together at her house. She made us BBQ pork ribs. The whole class was invited, though a few were missing.I had a good time, dancing, singing, touching Ronald's knee...until I had to leave and April seemed to forget my stuff was at her house and that I had no idea how we got there.
Another thing about yesterday: I had forgotten to tell my plans to my parents. I just told them, te night before, how I was going to a classmate's house to workin a school homework and that another classmate would be picking me up. And then mom called me at about lunchtime and I told her I'd be leaving with one of my classmates so I could go to my teacher's party, oh did I mention that my teacher is making us BBQ. And then a few hours later she calls again while I was in April's car, telling me why did I not tell her nothing huh and we'll be talking when I get back. Like an hour later she calls asking when I'll be coming home and that I should call my dad when it's time, with a calmer tone. So I called dad and told him to pick me up at April's (even though I was at Mrs. Ilze's) when he went to pick up mom, but when they come I'm still at Mrs. Ilze's and April is not making a move to take me to her house so I tell them to get my stuff and then I panic because where the heck was I so I walked out to the street to get a reference. And then in the car, mom was being inquiring about the borrowed jeans I was wearing. Then, silence, to me at least. They were speaking to one another. Once home I tried to act like nothing happened.
Money opens doors, sadly. I have decided I will not spend money trying to apply to college. No SAT, or TOEFL, or Japan, or anything. Costa Rica, UNITEC, those are my options.
While on the ride to her house, April's sister asked what my plans for college were. April answered: Costa Rica, she has family there, engineering, electrical engineering. Is that it? Is that my plan?
Hopefully, I'll speak with Profe. Olga tomorrow about UCR and UNITEC tomorrow. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll really have my plan.
My classmates keep saying how fast the year is passing. I like that. Later, I'm probably not gonna like that. Ha.
Yesterday was one of those few days in my life where I can say I have one. We went to Nicolle's for a Biology presentation but mostly we ate, sang and laughed, loudly too. Then I went to April's, who took me to run errands with her mom, and Fernando was there. Finally we went to Mrs. Ilze's get-together at her house. She made us BBQ pork ribs. The whole class was invited, though a few were missing.I had a good time, dancing, singing, touching Ronald's knee...until I had to leave and April seemed to forget my stuff was at her house and that I had no idea how we got there.
Another thing about yesterday: I had forgotten to tell my plans to my parents. I just told them, te night before, how I was going to a classmate's house to workin a school homework and that another classmate would be picking me up. And then mom called me at about lunchtime and I told her I'd be leaving with one of my classmates so I could go to my teacher's party, oh did I mention that my teacher is making us BBQ. And then a few hours later she calls again while I was in April's car, telling me why did I not tell her nothing huh and we'll be talking when I get back. Like an hour later she calls asking when I'll be coming home and that I should call my dad when it's time, with a calmer tone. So I called dad and told him to pick me up at April's (even though I was at Mrs. Ilze's) when he went to pick up mom, but when they come I'm still at Mrs. Ilze's and April is not making a move to take me to her house so I tell them to get my stuff and then I panic because where the heck was I so I walked out to the street to get a reference. And then in the car, mom was being inquiring about the borrowed jeans I was wearing. Then, silence, to me at least. They were speaking to one another. Once home I tried to act like nothing happened.
Money opens doors, sadly. I have decided I will not spend money trying to apply to college. No SAT, or TOEFL, or Japan, or anything. Costa Rica, UNITEC, those are my options.
While on the ride to her house, April's sister asked what my plans for college were. April answered: Costa Rica, she has family there, engineering, electrical engineering. Is that it? Is that my plan?
Hopefully, I'll speak with Profe. Olga tomorrow about UCR and UNITEC tomorrow. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll really have my plan.
My classmates keep saying how fast the year is passing. I like that. Later, I'm probably not gonna like that. Ha.